Where's my head at?

Thursday Fine day again, but a wee bit windy. Went out on the bikes, same route as before. Had raised my saddle a little and it seemed a little easier to "find" the pedals, that sounds crazy, but anyone starting out will know what I'm on about! Got on better on the way out, managing to change gear a little more without it being an MGM performance. Coming back (the more uphill bit) was still a struggle, though I think confidence plays its part too along with the breathing and fitness. It was a little easier than the previous run, but still pretty jolly tough. Friday Ditto, but my head must have been elsewhere. Things I managed on Thursday I was struggling with on Friday. How can that be? A few bits of the route were a little less daunting, as I knew how hard it was going to be for my little legs and I just tried to push myself a little. Another factor that played its part was that the farmer had been muck spreading and parts of the route were covered in dung and the aroma was just a bit too country! Hubby has been following me en-route like my guardian angel and watching me change gear, etc., yelling UP or DOWN as the case may be, if I haven't quite got it right! I'm really trying to listen and learn, but (there's always a but, isn't there?) it's a lot to take in and master when you are unfit and a beginner. We're both stubborn and think we know best, but (there's that but again) although I know he knows best in this case, putting his advice into practice is definitely easier said than done!! Maybe I'm expecting too much, or maybe not enough!!!? Who knows? Saturday - no time - no cycle Until tomorrow...